Some moments are not for public consumption. Or, the question, what is going on here? What is it that you are doing? How do we determine that there is ... or isn't a match?
When were you going to get around to telling me that?
What is the structure of what we are doing here?
Is there cover to discover what is correct and what is not?
If so, then discover. If not, better to know than to not know.
Cast of the lines and take the boat into the current.
Test the mettle of the crew on the water. It is life. And in that game, in that moment, the water is real. The current is real.
And it is not to be a play but it is all real. Even in the head.
Some days are just as they are. And it is fine.