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Feeling who think or thinking who feel…

8/24/2014

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Feeling who think or thinking who feel…

“Most of us think of ourselves as thinking creatures that feel, but we are actually feeling creatures that think.”
- Dr. Jill Bolte Taylor -

On the rising song line of this morning.  Glorious dawn.  Songs playing in the music box in my head... shared via internet... a rehearsal recording, raw, rough, glorious in all the views... on the rising song line of this morning.  The road rising to greet with a song, good companions and a stop just around the corner... on the rising song line.

Early in ranching, actually, over and over again, a decision point comes.  The point where, after all thinking, analysis, prototyping, there is a moment of deciding.  Realizing that each day is many of those points.  The delight in that realization.  So, as early so now.  The learning does not stop.  The more I learn.  The less I know.  That is a good moment.

Thinking of Napa, surrounding area and foundational shaking.  When the very foundations of life shake.  When we then respond by demanding more secure foundations.  Which, are not a foundation but the keel of the boat that is the building.  The sea upon which it sails is the land... We demand a stronger keel against a sea that may be moving in a storming direction.  The application of a solution to a system that has more flex at different points.  All of this makes no difference if the roof has collapsed.  It is the shelter and the people of who I think at this moment.

"The Timeless Way of Building" by Christopher Alexander leapt off the shelf a couple of days ago.  I backed into this book after reading the "A Pattern Language" ... Mathematician, builder, architect, philosopher, wonderful story teller, ... Chris Alexander, the day I met him, was wearing a rumpled coat, a wide knit tie, and as we walked, he and his wife were discussing travel plans that had gone far afield from plan.  We, the three of us, laughed at the thought as we waited for the light to change.  This was the first of three morning visits on the way to a meeting.  We repeated the visits in the late afternoon too.  The simple sharing of travel plans gone far afield... laughter.  Bemused laughter.  

As I opened the timeless way... all that sharing poured into memory.  The words took on new meaning from the point of view of shared moment.  And it is as if I had never read the book and that I have always known the book.  It happens with songs sometimes.  Heard or sung, a song can trigger that pouring into memory.  This day, on the rising song line, that burbling stream of pouring memory brings a smile and a head tip to promethium charm, humor and bemused grace.

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New Teacher...

8/22/2014

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"What you search for, you will find." Don't know who said it or if that saying is complete... just am struck that many systems decide a course of response to a 'problem' and then seek to first, prove the problem and then apply the solution as conceived. Generally driven by an interest who has figured out a way to engage the money. 

When the search becomes observation, the finding emerges very differently. The link between apparent outcome and how a system actually functions may not reveal itself except by just observing.

The veiling of reaction in the language of response and the searching to link the money flow to the problem... very subtle in difference with the sophisticated searcher or the sophisticated observer. The two behaviors may look much the same. The fostering of the solutions, or systems adjustments is usually not. One has a price tag and an 'expected' outcome. The other may be adjusted through new behavior which may include fallowing. Very different indeed.

To delight in doing the work that is really, really, really, really demanding, rewarding, soul-feeding, and interesting... hones the skills, draws new insight and invites the best of the 'skin' in the game. As with practicing, the getting better sometimes means casting off a way of seeing or doing that allows new ways. Even an old practiced way becomes new with the sharpening of skills through disciplined practice. The delight in the work. The really, really, really, really demanding, rewarding, soul-feeing and interesting work...

Meeting with the newest of the teachers today.  When one this good shows up it is daunting.  The level of demand, even what is being taught is sometimes hidden in the lesson.

To figure out the lesson.  To engage the teaching.  To understand the moment of clarity in that sense of 'good learning.'

In this meeting is the new observing that all may be taught in a single session.  The need to repeat and repeat may not be needed for this lesson.  It may all rush and then need to be taken and practiced.  Much as a master class ... 

The anticipation is just that, excited and as prepared as possible.  The old adage... breathing is not over rated is even a note to self... with a smile and a light step it is off, once again to school.  The delight in knowing that the more I learn, the less I know.

When the rising song line calls and we are freed from a worry, when the song line calls to dance. Then, Gathering, we dance!
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